I had no idea that I had lesbian feelings deep inside of me. I have always known that there are plenty of lesbian girls at London escorts, but I have never felt that I have actually been attracted to them at all. It was not until I met my beautician that I felt something stirring inside of me. I had never felt like I wanted to kiss a girl before, but there was something about this girl who made me feel very different and I did not know what to do.
Does she feel the same way as I do? After I had left the beauty spa in London I had been going to for a couple of years, I honestly started to wonder how she felt about me. She had given me the most amazing massage and I must admit that I had enjoyed her touch in a different way. Sure, the other girl was good as well, but there appeared to be something very special about this girl. It was little bit like she knew my body inside and out, and it felt extra special. It happens sometimes when I date gents at London escorts as well.
When I think about her, I feel like I am becoming turned on. I keep wanting to reach down to touch myself. So far, I have been able to resist. But, today as been a really tough day at London escorts and I have to say that I feel that I could do with a little bit of light relief if you know what I mean. That does not mean that I am ready to jump into bed with this girl at all. I like to see more of her when I have a night off from London escorts, and I keep wondering if I should ask her out for a drink just so that we can get to know each other.
From my work at London escorts, I know that it can be hard to second guess somebody. What do you really know about another person? The best thing you can do is to get to know somebody slowly. How you do that is not difficult. But, if you have feelings or somebody, you may just want to rush things. How you control that is not always easy, and I have been on dates and not been able to control the situation from time to time. Things have gone from interesting to smouldering in a matter of minutes. That is what is beginning to worry me about this girl.
Do we all have a secret sexual creature inside of us? Some people are totally certain about their sexuality, but I can’t say that I am really that certain about my sexuality. Working for London escorts has been a real eye opener and I am not sure that I really know my own sexuality anymore. I keep on thinking that I should spend some time exploring my own mind. Are there any other girls out there who turns me on, or was it just because this sexy girl touched me in a very different way? I really don’t know. She seemed a sweet girl and I want to explore more about how I feel about her, and more than anything, how I feel about myself. Am in in love with her?